Friday, September 4, 2009
Of course, I am my own person.
I do as I think. I do as I feel, and I do as I please. I am in control of my life. Life is theater for me. It is my stage play. It is my show. I am the actor. I am the playwright, and I am the director. I plot out my scenes for the day, do the blocking in my mind, and I execute them on the stage that is my life. I make things happen. I am in control. I run the show.
But then sometimes, I slip. I forget my lines. I deviate from my internalization.
I admit to lapses in judgment. I have had tendencies to veer away from my orbit, much to my dismay and disdain.
Such as today.